I think I know that feeling. Seeing someone suffer, not even realizing it's because of you until it's too late...and then you wonder if that person isn't wrong in hating you.
Sometimes, you don't even understand why they could hate you. Or even what you did.
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Hello, Meridies-san? This is Kana. I'm sorry if I woke you up.
I know this will seem strange, but I wanted to check to see how you were doing.
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About as fine as I can be. I hope the show was satisfactory.
I'm a little worried what they'll do if they ever figure me out, though.
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I won't let them harm you, if I can help it.
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How was the food, by the way?
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You know, you're awfully nice for someone who's doing all of this. But then, I can't really talk.
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[A long, long pause.]
I...I can't take full credit for all of this. This wasn't my idea.
If I was in charge, things wouldn't be...like this.
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Thanks for this opportunity, by the way. To keep her as safe as I can.
I've done too much harm to her already, so it's time I protected her for a change.
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I think I know that feeling. Seeing someone suffer, not even realizing it's because of you until it's too late...and then you wonder if that person isn't wrong in hating you.
Sometimes, you don't even understand why they could hate you. Or even what you did.
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Sometimes you wonder why they're willing to forgive so much, why they refuse to hate you at all.
I think that hurts worse than what I was expecting.
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You're not a bad person. I know that much, and that has to be why.
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I don't think I can agree, Kana. I've hurt so many people, ruined a number of potential futures for a selfish reason...
Anyway. Thank you for checking in on me.
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All right. You're welcome, any time, Meridies-san.
I'll talk to you later, ok? Be safe.